Too Much, Not Enough

You’re tired of yourself.
You can give up.
If you want.
Stop fighting.
Draw the shadows
Around yourself,
Close the doors.
Let all of this strength
You’ve built,
Be wasted.
Pity your hand
And refuse to play.
Throw away
All the things
That you have learnt.
Does it matter ?
How you ended up
This way.
You are this way.
Too much,...
Not enough. And,
You can give up.

If you want.